Shitty Day Syndrome
I guess everyone has what might be called shitty days, even people who are ascending. It is something that you don't read about in the books. Some might call this "a bad mood" or "irritation." I can't put my finger on whether it has to do with the emotional body or the physical body. I have asked the Higher Self to bring me joy and happiness, right now, dammit!


Well, that didn't work too well.

I think I understand what is happening. I am being asked to look at the source of my feelings, to excavate my moods so as to truly experience and let them go. It brings me back, again and again, to not being good enough, to believing that I am undeserving. Of course I am. I know this rationally, in the mind, in the mental body.

But the Soul must Know fully, and completely.

I am grateful for the gift of slowing down time, to be able to think, to see, to remember, to know.