Lazy space
I have some weird back pain from meditating in the chair, I am still stuffed up/scratchy-throated from the hotel room air conditioner, and I am generally flying in circles until I can figure out where I can land. What I mean is that I am kind of stuck in place until I can actually do some good spiritual and magickal work, and set up some structures.

Heavy drugs do not help, my mind feels floppy.

I am thinking of doing what Michaelle Small Wright calls MAP/calibration. In a nutshell it involves a quick balancing of the emotional and mental processes (bodies?) with the help of the Invisible Beings. Sort of like a chakra alignment for the spirit.

If only I had time...kids, drugs, clutter and dirty dishes call me.

I sense a pattern emerging here.